trust

Trust is so important to me. I lost someone who I loved very much because I lost his trust because I played to his emotions instead of being honest. It is so hard for me to tell someone exactly how I am feeling. I try my  hardest to explain but sometimes it comes out all wrong. It has been a really frustrating weakness until I met Ralph. I can usually tell him exactly what I am thinking and how I feel. It is so easy to be real around him, but when it seems like everyone who I talk to thinks that I am faking it and that I don't really love him because I am just using him as a rebound, it makes me MAD! The one time when I feel like I don't have to pretend around a guy no one believes that it is real. Someone Believe me please! Trust me.