Broken Pieces

My parents say this happened, my little sister says that happened. My parents says its her fault she says its theirs. They want her at my house but she wants to be elsewhere. The parents say no internet, she will not see why not. The other sisters step in making me feel worthless again. One sister is chill the other is all for order while I'm trying to stay on everyone's side so our family stays together. The order sister says I'm doing things wrong while my heart says keep going. Its time for me to be myself and follow my feeling. When their are so many voices and so many sides all I can do is trust myself. Stay open minded, unbroken, untouched by the many pieces of our broken family. There is a reason for me. There is a reason no one understands me. I am special. I have a mind willing to listen, willing to learn, and willing to understand when no one else will. God gave me my messed up family so I can glue them back together. I am able to accomplish that by finding what others cannot see. I can make a difference. I'm not worthless. This is my mission, to be misunderstood to understand. To be judged while I stare without judgement. I will fight my battles alone so others may smile again. I may slip a few times and hurt sometimes but in the end I will endure. I will put the pieces back to place, I will bring back love and happy memories. I may be alone but that is why I am special. There is no one else like me.